Hope for Life

The silence here at night is deafening. Once in awhile a child screams out in pain and I am numb to it. There was a time I would have cringed at that sound, my heart would have ached for them. Not now. Now I think 'thank god that child has the strength to scream, the energy is there, they are alive.' Alive...not well, but alive. I took too much for granted, now I need hope for life. Stay strong little man...you are my hero.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

The roller coaster is constantly being rebuilt:

We've had to cancel Ayzac's badass birthday bash for the 30th as we have a scheduled admission to try and regulate his lytes and figure out why he's uncontrollably vomiting. Hopefully the admission isn't too long!!! We will reschedule the bash sometime in August, maybe it won't be so rainy then anyway. In the meantime, between vomiting, he is happy and cooing and FINALLY cutting a tooth!